Haaye!, every day some problem or the other keeps happening in my life. I don't know whether I am God's most loved child or not. Everything goes well but then my life shows me my place, like now Shiva has given me such beautiful yellow saree but I don't know how to pin that up.
And he said that I should wear this tonight for dinner, but how... I was lost in my thoughts when my phone started ringing. I checked whose call it was and I got up from the bed with a jerk...Shweta didi was calling me I looked at the time, it was about to be 12 noon. I had forgotten about today's study.
Now what should I do… she is working so hard for me, leaving all her work and taking her time to teach me and here I made her wait today.. It took some time for the phone to stop ringing, I sighed, but it started ringing again..
I picked up the phone without making her wait any longer. She said to me panicking "where were you Adya? I was so scared, why weren't you picking up the phone... Hello Adya, are you there?"
She started asking me questions, her voice showed that she was scared..
"Haa.. haa me yhi thi.. aaj wo thoda kaam jyada reh gaya tha to me aa nahi paai sorry.. " (Yes.. yes I was here, today there was some extra work left so I couldn't come, sorry..)
She sighed and said "thank God.. I was very scared, I thought Sushma had--.." She take deep breath and continue.." leave all this, I told you that when we both talk we will talk in English"
"Haa.. sorry I forgot.. , I am not r.. Ready for this ye.. yet" I started to shutter due to my lack of confidence..
"Adya, have some confidence… you are a very good learner… you are learning everything so quickly, so you should have some confidence in yourself"
I hummed.. I had nothing else to say..
"Actually I got a call from Ansh, he told me about tonight's dinner. You want to go, right? If you are not comfortable with an--i mean we are not forcing you."
"No, no.. I want to go, but" I saw saare that Shiva had given me lying on the bed.
"But what, you have some problem, can I help you a bit?" I told her everything except the intimacy part and she asked me to come to her house to get ready.
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Author's pov:)

It was evening in Bangalore, here is no difference between morning and evening, except climate and timing.. In the city there are many people roaming here and there..obviously it is weekend so many people are surrounding.. Some are spending their quality time with family and friends and some people use it to relieve their week-long fatigue.
Saira started looking out of her room's window, her uncle's house was in the middle of the market... His house was perfect for his family, neither small nor big, it was a combo of house and Shop.. Her aunt has a small bakery shop on the ground floor and their house is upstairs.

Her uncle' s house..

S
he will have to share a room here with her cousin Firoza. She sighed and looked around the room. 'This room is cozy but not my type'
Her eyes filled with tears, before the tears could fall down she wiped them and said to herself 'No Saira, this is not the time to cry. Do the work for which you came here with full concentration. Insha Allah, Allah will have mercy on you.'
She closed her eyes and the morning scene started replaying...
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Flashback: (When she entered this house in the morning)..
"Zara.. Look, Saira has come" Her uncle put down the luggage and started calling his wife.. When Zara came out of her shop, Saira saw her and said "Assalamualaikum Chachi"
"Walaikumsalam saira, you have come.. do one thing first, go upstairs and freshen up, I will come upstairs in a little while."
Saira hesitated and nod her head and started to go upstairs. After going some distance, she remembered that her luggage was below so she came back to get her luggage and she heard her uncle and aunty talking.
"For how many days has she come here for? I am telling you in advance that I cannot tolerate her for long, I have a lot of other work to do."
"It hasn't even been 5 minutes since she arrived and you're talking about her leaving"
"What else can I do? As per your instructions, I woke up early in the morning and cooked food in a hurry, due to which I got late in opening the shop today."
Fayaz shook his head in disappointment after hearing his wife's words, "You have ver bad mouth zara, how did you forget that when we had nothing, my brother helped us so much and it is because of only him that we are here today"
"So should I now give them all the respect we have already repaid their favors" Fayaz was about to say something when his eyes fell on Saira who was crying inconsolably.
"she.. Saira that.. your aunt-" Before Fayaz says anything further... Zara looks at Saira and taunts her "Didn't your parents teach you not to eavesdrop on anyone's conversations?"
Saira got seems off guard by her aunt taunt" I'm sorry I just came to collect my luggage" Zara looks angrily at her husband and goes to her shop.
Saira wiped her tears and started picking up her luggage. Fayaz felt very bad for her but what could he do in front of his wife?
Fayaz sighed and said, "Give it to me, daughter. I will bring it upstairs in two minutes."
"No problem uncle, I will do it myself"
Flashback end_
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Saira had to control her tears, due to which her eyes and head were getting very pained, she started taking deep breaths, she cannot tell all this to her parentsas well, they would get tensed.
At that moment the room's door opened and her cousin Firoza was there.
"No ways.. will you stay in my room from now on"
"Hmm uncle and aunty have told me to stay in this room"
"What? I can understand papa's case, but now even ammi too it is impossible"
Saying this, she slams the room door and leaves.
After some time everyone had lunch. This was the first time that Sara felt out of caste with their own family.
When Saira went to the room, Firoza came behind her fuming and said, "Listen, you are not my enemy, but I don't like anyone entering my private space, but I cannot go against Papa, so we do one thing. We will live in this room as if we don't know each other and I will sleep on the bed and you on the sofa because I don't like sharing the bed with anyone."
Saira looked at her like a dumbfounded..
Firoza asked while irritating "Are we clear or not"
"Yeah I'm ok with it"
After get the reply she went out again..
Saira sigh and looked her wrist watch and said to herself 'Oh Allah, I have to submit my internship file today itself, I am a day late anyway, I hope they accept it today.'
I am wearing a white blouse and a long skirt. I covered my head with a hijab, put my phone in my purse and got ready to leave.

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And on the other hand, despite it being a weekend, one person is working very diligently, he does not like laziness in work at all.
This is none other than Shivansh's elder brother Ashutosh Agnihotri. He is the coldest and rudest person in his family. He doesn't give importance to anyone (except his family) like Shivansh. For him, his responsibility towards his work and love towards his family are most important.
He is as strong as his name.. Whether physically or mentally.. ..He takes any decision after a lot of thought and maturity...Don't know what made him that much rude and strong.. Circumstances or his age..
"Now stop it, how much will you work? On the weekend; You get only one day off and even on that day you work so much. Workholic person"
"Haven't you heard that quote, 'work doesn't stop for anyone; time and date is just an excuse'." Ashutosh said looking at his friend Vasud Sharma.
" So then you do your work why do you drag me into all this"
"Don't forget you are my personal assistant too." Ashutosh smirked while replied. Vasud groaned in irritating..

A girl entered the same building..
'Wow the atmosphere is so good here, even though it is a weekend today many people are working, it seems my work will be done.' She went to the receptionist's desk and introduced herself as "Hi I'm Saira Khan, I'm here to submit my internship form today"
The receptionist looked at her and while putting on her glasses said "Sorry ma'am you are late, the date for submitting the form was yesterday, not today"
"I apologize sincerely for that. I did not get yesterday's flight and hence got late. Please give me a chance, please."
The receptionist sighed and said "I can't do anything about it. I'll have to speak to the manager." She started calling someone after saying this.
"You can go, luckily. Today the President is present in the office itself. So if you want, you can personally submit this form to his PA."
"uh thank you"
Saying this, Saira started to leave, then she remembered something and turned around to face receptionist and asked while laughing nervously. "can you please navigate me the way"
"Go straight to that elevator and on the 26th floor you'll find the boss's office"
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"Now enough , I'm tired of doing it" Vasud tiredly put his head on the table and said.
"What enough.. there is a lot of work right now get up, I have to complete all this in 2 days. then I have to go to Italy with Shiv, This is his first business trip I can't leave him alone."
"Hey brother, when did I told you to leave him alone, but my friend, think about me too, I am doing continuously working here without eating or drinking anything, please take care of me a little"
Ashutosh looked at his friend and started shaking his head while laughing 'Dramebaaz' (gimmick)
"Okay, let's go have some coffee in the canteen, please let's take a small break"
"Ok fine" Ashutosh said while standing up from his seat. He was wearing his jacket when Vasud stood near the door and started speaking.

"We are not going to a meeting, we are going to have coffee in the office canteen, why are you wearing a jacket"
Vasud is a very excited and attentive person, he does believe that 'if you have got life, then enjoy it, what is the point of being sad'.
Vasud gave a coffee to Ashutosh and started making another coffee for himself.. As he took his cup in his hand, he collided with the chair due to which Ashutosh also lost his balance and the coffee in his hand fell on a girl.
"What the hell? , Who dared to do tha-" When that girl saw Ashutosh standing in front of her, she became terrified...
"I.. I'm sorry sir, I did not see you" The girl got scared and apologized..
"It's ok, are you alrig-"
"Hey, why are you apologizing, it is their mistake" Ashutosh was asking that girl when he heard a voice from behind he turned around and saw a 5'6 girl wearing a hijab she has a small face and she wears big specs: but that doesn't hide the color of her eyes.
Her eye color is light brown which goes well with her fair complexion. Her button nose, her pink lips are neither small nor big, just perfect.. She has worn a combination of white and peach coloured clothes which shows that she has a good dressing sense.
"Oo hello I am talking to you"
She snapped her fingers and said.. Ashutosh was so engrossed in checking her out that he did not even realise when she came and stood beside him.
"A.. Yeah.. What are you saying" He changed his attitude and asked.
Saira gulped hearing his cold rude voice but she mustered up the courage to say again. "I am saying where are you lost, don't you think that if you have ruined this girl's clothes then you should say sorry" she said, folding her arms across her chest while raising her eyebrows.
"And why do you think I should apologize, it may be her mistake too, she should be careful while walking"
"Hey, you are making a mistake but look you are not apolog-"
"Saira khan right? " Hearing an authoritative voice, everyone turned towards her. Saira hummed.
"hello myself Janet D'Souza, I'm the vise manager here" saira also greeted to her.
"Assalamualaikum I am Saira Khan, you know me right, I am here to submit my internship form can you show me the president's office"
"Well, the president you are talking about is right in front of you"
"Huh?" Saira couldn't believe what she was hearing.
"Wallekumasalam, I am Ashutosh Agnihotri. President of this workplace "
His bossy voice was creating a different kind of current in her body. She was not even able to turn towards Ashutosh. She couldn't believe what she had done it was as if the ground slipped beneath Saira's feet.
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" O i see you're going to finish college early for your age, And now you are eager to apply for internship also" Ashutosh comes back to his original role and starts questioning Saira.
"Actually sir I want to complete college as soon as possible and do some job" They are currently sitting in Ashutosh's office. Saira has not forgotten what happened a while ago and she is nervously holding her long skirt.
"any personal reason?" Ashutosh raised his eyes from the file to look at Saira's face and that girl had kept her face down in embarrassment.
Saira gulped, said "no, there is no such thing"
"I want you to look at me when you answer me."
Saira looked at Ashutosh nervously and got lost in his eyes. 'How did I not notice before? His eyes are grey and look so beautiful. My eyes are not able to go away from his eyes and I feel like I should keep looking at them. His shirt is very tight for his body, just by looking at it it seems that he must be working very hard for his body'

Ashutosh cleared his throat. Saira's eyes fell on Ashutosh's face again. He smirked, cause he caught her checking him out..
Saira was not able to understand this situation. According to her, Ashutosh should be angry with her but looking at his face it seems that he is looking at Saira with admiration.
Their conversation continued and Ashutosh immediately accepted Saira for her internship. Ashutosh did not know what was happening to him, he was just enjoying Saira's company and he felt that time should just stop here.
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Shivansh pov:)

After Adya left, I talked to Naksh and Shweta didi as well, then I told Ashutosh bhai to come too, I don't want Adya to feel uncomfortable there..
Currently I am sitting in my room and working like an office kid. This type of Work is very easy for me, that's why I don't enjoy all this. I just want this work to get over quickly, then I have to go to Italy.
As soon as I thought of Italy, I remembered Adya. Her crying face kept coming in front of my eyes. 'Can anyone cry because of my departure? No right?'
I shouted at her so much, got angry at her, insulted her, even after that my innocent bird is crying because of my departure.. How silly she is...
That saree was not a gift of forgiveness. I had gone to the mall with my client. There my eyes fell on that saree and at that very moment I thought of Adya. I bought that saree without thinking anything else.
But I could not tell her all this through words, that is why I made that excuse because I did not want to raise hopes in her heart. Yes, I know that we will get married and I am getting married only on the insistence of my special one.
I agree she is very beautiful and we would make a good couple. I am not her type of guy, she deserves more than better . I know I am very bad. I have done a lot of wrong things, I have committed a lot of sins. I don't want to drag her into all this.
But the thought of seeing her with some other boy drives me crazy. I don't know what kind of connection I have developed with her that even seeing her with someone else makes my blood boil.
That's why I decided that even if I don't love her, I won't be able to became what she wants, I won't create any hope in her heart for me, but I won't let her go away from me either. Because now she is only mine, mine to touch, mine to hold, mine to f*ck, I want to be the reason for her every smile and happiness.
I want to give her every happiness in the world because she deserves it and my name will also be associated with her. Adya Shivansh Agnihotri. Our names sound so lovely together. I know I am talking like an obsessed person but what can I do, that girl made me like this.
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It's night and why are these girls always so late in getting ready? I am wearing a yellow shirt and white pants to match Adya's clothes. Of course we are going out for dinner for the first time together, which means I am taking her along with me..
My plan was to go alone with her but I knew she too would not be comfortable with me coming alone so I invited everyone. I wanted to tell her something before leaving for Italy, but I am not able to understand whether to tell her or not because I have never trusted anyone so easily.
I was standing beside my car.. waiting for two girls. I heard the sound of anklets. I don't know why the mere sound of her anklets makes my heart beat faster.
I turned around and kept looking at her, wondering how could she be so beautiful as the same time tempting? She has kept her long hair open and has put on light makeup. Her lipstick is also of light pink colour. Her green eyes look even more beautiful with coal.

That saree looked like it was made for her that yellow saare hugging her body making her curvy body more visible. Her cleavage is clearly visible from her blouse. She has kept her saree pallu a little below her blouse, probably to show off her upper body too.
I don't know but I am jealous of her saree the way that fabric drapes it, it feels like I should get wrapped in her. A current ran through my whole body the way she was coming close to me, the way she is smiling and biting her lower lip, she doesn't know what this action of hers is doing to me. my d*ck was twitching inside my pants.
Now I feel that I should cancel the dinner plan, I don't want anyone else to see such beauty. I just feel like hugging her.. kissing her.. And mark her as mine... So that the whole world can see whose she belongs to.
"Umm hmm" Swetha didi cleared her throat and brought me out of my thoughts.
"Now stop it, don't look at her like that, she will get an evil eye. "adya blushed after listening to didi...
" What I just looking..., where did the topic of evil eye come from in this and anyway" I stopped and looked at Adya and further said "Only I have the right to see her like this,"
She blushed and lowered her face. 'I am not able to understand one thing. Does she understand what I am saying?'
I was going to ask her about this when my sister interrupted me. "Come on now I'm feeling hungry"
I nodded yes and sat in the car. Didi sat on the passenger seat next to me and Adya sat behind...' O i so want her to sit beside me and groped her breast in my one hand and other one hold the steering wheel but never mind I will finish this desire of mine in the restaurant.'
I had told them that we will meet Naksh and Ashutosh Bhaiya there. I saw Adya in the rear view mirror while driving. She had made a pout of her lips and was looking out of the window. Her bo*bs were bouncing because of the breakers and my attention was getting diverted. I looked at the road again and took a deep breath.
I stopped the car at the red signal and looked at her again. She was adjusting her blouse. I frowned my eyebrows. 'Did she not wear a bra inside today?' I clenched and unclenched my jaw.
She looked at me and got scared.. 'No baby, not now I will tell you what is called actual fear' I don't want to get angry on her over such a small thing but she should understand that her bo*bs are big which will draw everyone's attention to her.
We reached the restaurant, I told didi, "You go inside, I will park the car and come with Adya" Didi gave me a teasing smile and went away.
I parked the car and opened Adya's side door and took her out holding her hand. she looked at me with fear.. I made her sit in the boot of my car i grabbed her waist tightly and started kissing her without any warning...
She moaned into the kiss when my hand started caressing her bare waist.. One of my hands was holding her neck and the other went to her breast through her waist and I pressed it hard.. She wiggled on my hold, But i care less and i keep twisted her clothed breast, due to the pressure she wiggled more..
"Ummm..." She started patting my shoulder and I understood that she had become breathless.. I moved a little back from her mouth and attached our forehead and we started breathing heavily.
"Aap.. Ese to Aap ek din meri jaan le lenge" (You... you will take my life one day like this) she whisper.
I smile and pecked her lips again. "Bas itni jaldi thak gai baby.. mene to abhi kuch karna start bhi nahi kiya" (You got tired so soon baby, I haven't even started doing anything yet)
She looked at me shocked.. I chuckled lightly.. And I grabbed both her breasts and pressed them hard.. "Aah shiva" she moan loudly.. I took her lips in my mouth and started sucking them, then removed them with a pop sound and said.
"Sshh.. Baby koi sun lega, or me nahi chahta meri chidiya ki koi esi pyaari awaaz koi sune" (Sssshhh... baby someone will hear it, and I don't want anyone to hear such a sweet voice of my bird)
She got worried and started looking here and there. I lightly grabbed her chin and asked her in my serious tone now.
"Ab sach sach btana, tumne andar bra pehni h ya nahi" (Now tell me the truth, are you wearing a bra inside or not?)
Her face turned red with blush 'Oh fuck, I feel like sucking these cheeks of hers. For me she is a turn on without doing anything'
But now is not the time for all this. I tightened my hold on her chin little.
"Huh? "
"A.. Wo.. Ye blouse tight tha me pehn nahi paa rahi thi to shweta didi ne kaha ki me bra nikal du usse ye fit aa jaega" (A.. this.. blouse was tight due to which I was having trouble wearing it, so Shweta didi suggested that I should not wear bra, then it will fit me)
I looked at her breasts, the blouse was not small, her b*obs are big..
I started looking at her with an intense gaze and she continued to keep her head down. Before we could talk further, my phone started ringing. It was Naksh's call, I picked it up and he started shouting from the other side..
"Hey where did you both go, now don't say that you guys left us here and made plans to go somewhere else alone"
I looked at Adya who was trying to get off the boot, I grabbed her by the waist and got down her carefully..
"Shut the fuck up.. We are almost there"
I cut his call and started straightening Adya's clothes. "ye pallu se apna breast dhak do me nahi chahta kisi or ki nazar meri chiz par pade"(Cover your breasts with this pallu. I don't want anyone else to look at my things.)
She started looking at me with a new emotion and my eyes also became soft for that moment..
Then when I realized what I was doing I pushed her away lightly and said "Let's go, everyone is waiting"
We were going inside, she was walking behind me and I turned towards her and saw that she was sad probably because of my behavior just now.
This is the thing I'm afraid of 'I don't want this hope to arise in her heart that I will always be with her with love and affection' because I am not like that and I don't want to become that.
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